ARSEHOLE

So this is going to make me look like a right arsehole. I've been hoovering over my SlimmingWorld plan for a couple of weeks and no surprise I had a stale few weeks. I am finding it hard. I am just about in side #*stone and I just keep hovering there going up and over and then back again! Getting fucked off. 

I started to hit back hard and going 100% on plan. To my stunned shocked surprise a few days on plan didn't wipe out my naughtiness. Started to feel that 'giving up' speech coming. 

Then tonight I get a little surprise that has be thinking more and more about target/goal. So in an arseholey attempt to motivate myself I drew this.....

I drew balloons! 

I drew a ladder!

I counted out the stones! 

I coloured them in! 

As I sat back to look at it I could see my entire psychological mind set. Can you see it?? 

Look at the sharp bends in the ladder - struggles in my diet perhaps. Look at the names on the last 3 balloons. My kids to motivate me to go the last bit! 

Even the colours for the first 5 balloons scream at me! 

Anyway I am trying to get my head back in the game. I see great things for 2017. :)