BLOGTASTIC!!!

So after a fantastic telephone call I just had with my mum. I have felt inspired and motivated to change some shit in my life.

You might remember me blogging a while aback about getting my mojo back I referred to it as putting my self puzzle back together and I had a piece missing. Anyway the piece I put in my puzzle was maybe the wrong piece. I have found a comfort in some things that have caused weight gain and this in turn as caused me to feel utterly shit about me. Not many people will understand this feeling but some of you might know exactly what I am chatting. I am avoiding all mirrors as I know I have gained and it pisses me off that I have.

I feel better once I have spoke about a problem I have. I feel better once I have let the issue out into the world, here or talking to friends and family. So there probably is a psychological reference to what I just said and what I am about to say but I am not going to mangle my grove to analyse my behaviour right now.

Anyway to the point! I have felt that blogging has helped me find myself a little bit. It helps me have an outlet and turn my thoughts in to something a bit more solid. Once my stupid stories or thoughts are out of my head I feel better. It feels like I have a way of looking at my own actions and admitting things I might choose to ignore. My therapy blog perhaps. That might feel incredibly sad to some but others might totally understand the freedom a blog can bring.

So I have decided the diet starts now (well around 2 hours ago) not tomorrow, not next week, not next month, not next year… NOW. So I am starting a new weight blog. I will be posting my fat pictures (yummy), my weight and feelings as I will be ever decreasing in size. This is not for everyone I understand. Some people might not give a flying fuck. But this is about me and what works for me. There is a sense of acceptance by making something public. So while I understand some people may think this shit should remain private. I feel my journey will be interesting and funny so I do hope that those of you who feel that you can and want to support me or join my weight loss journey please add my new blog to your favourites!

MY NEW BLOG CLICK HERE

For the rest of you I will continue to blog my psychology journey of life, my harsh life lessons, the drama, the funny moments and my over increasing fuck ups. All for your continued entertainment.

Thank you to all the people in my life (real and virtual) fellow bloggers that have inspired me to be a better more creative writer. For my family and friends that help me see who I am and what I want to achieve. I feel pretty positive about my new path.

Thank you