I had to use the bathroom - again. It was so cold the lino stung my feet, must find my bed socks, probably at the end of the duvet. When I came out he was there, “are you all right?” Stupid question. “Yep, I’m fine.” We got back into bed and he put his arms around me pulling me closer. The heat from his body enveloped me snugly just like being covered in an electric blanket. I felt safe and warm in his strength and love. I don’t know how long, but we both heard my breathing slow and soften, no grasping, wheezing or gagging. The comfort I feel is immeasurable knowing love and sharing love. Not the past, that is just anchors dragging you back, not the future as that is uncertain but the present, here, now. The joy that laying in your lovers arms can bring is so wonderful, like Spring when the trees are turning green again. Like the birds happily chirping at the return of the sun. I don’t know how long, days, months but if I can stay like this moment at the end it will be blissful, happy and warm.
written by my mum :o)
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