I might have mentioned before that I have masochistic tendencies. Basically when something scares me or causes me panic and anxiety I quite often go at it like a raging bull. Stupid perhaps but hey that is me. I refuse to spend time worrying and over thinking what might happen so I just run into the problem to deal with it.
This morning I woke with that feeling at warranted a grown. I didn’t have a great night sleep due to the wind and rain and the inability to breathe through my nose. My lips are sore and my mouth feels yukky! At the back of all my morning moans there it was the biggest one of all. Get a job!
So I pulled the laptop into my bed and had a little search online. My friend at college told me about a place that was recruiting. So I looked them up and low and behold I found something that screamed out to me. I did not even think about it I just sent an email requesting more information but spectacularly indicated I had pervious experience in the job advertised. (Truth!) Within an hour I got an email back asking me for my CV. I had one of them, ‘A CV?!!??’ moments. You know I don’t have a CV! What a Pratt! So I quickly researched what a CV is supposed to entail and what it is set out like and I got to work. Took me just over and hour and I was pretty impressed with myself.
Now you have all seen I can create a movie of pictures, I can be a bit of a wiz on word. So I have faith in the CV that I sent 30 minutes ago.
Of course the idea of going to work scares the crap out of me but rather than waste the whole day worrying about the when, how, where, and who. Fuck it I went for it. This job is perfect for me! They will be silly not to offer me the job! So please, fingers crossed!
However! If I do get an interview I will be truly and utterly fucked. As I really do not have anything to wear!!
Fingers crossed. Bit scary out in the big wide world but if you can cook a roast and dish it all up - hot at the same time you can do almost anything.
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