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***WARNING***

ADULT -SEXUAL CONTENT

I was debating if I should post this. Only as I know there are a few people that might not enjoy it. I have opinion about most things and this is just another silly niggle.  Now I want to just establish that this is my own thoughts and my own feelings on the topic and it is my own issues to why I feel what I feel and think what I think. I will give ya 50 guesses – what it is about...

Now before y’all get all, 'who does she think she is,' I know my station and I know I am not taken seriously as a writer. I self published a book – big whop that don’t make me some expert on book writing so my opinion is just from a book lovers view.

Yep you guessed it ‘fifty shades of grey’ you would need to be living under a rock to not have heard the hype on this fantastic book series. Now I have no issue with the writer or the writing. The writer has given the public a brilliant, relatable and addictive totally enchanting read! No question.

However, having read this book I could not help but have a massive feeling of déjà- vu any other twilight fans out there feeling this? It all seems a bit similar. Granted I have not read the second nor the third book but I have heard that ‘grey' goes missing for a while in the second book and then comes back. Hum really – new moon?

 Anyway yes the sex stuff is sooo not twilight I felt that was very clever. For those people out there that have used computers and internet longer than a decade might remember that kind of thing online – back then it was called cybering!

It doesn’t take a genius to write smut. It just takes someone horny that dreams of that touch that makes your heart flutter. Most writers (as I imagine) can write love as much as they can write sex. Describing feelings and sensations is what writing is about – shit

He rested his body against the car door, looking cool and confident. bastard. I knew what he wanted. He had a weird fascination with wanting people to see us. So it was no surprise that in the middle of a brightly lit, busy car park he was baiting me to move closer to him. I could see in his eyes that he wanted me to kiss him right there and then.

“What?” I ask

He lifts his chin and smiles with a wicked glint in his baby blue eyes. I have to admit he was looking rather gorgeous in the black shirt; I loved it when he left his top two buttons undone. I could feel myself smile he knew he had me – hook line and sinker. I move slowly towards him. One step at a time. The heat flushes through me as I know the kiss I will share with him will take me to another place. I loved kissing this sexy man in front of me. I kept my eyes on his. 

Another step I am inches away from his body. I lean towards him resting my hands on the car door one each side of his shoulders. I can smell him, Paul Smith. mmyummy. He knows me so well, not a single day has gone by when I have not fancied this man. I move a little closer and my breasts gently brush against his shirt. His smiling, I tilt my head and slowly move my face closer to his. He moves his face towards mine, and moves his hands from his pockets to my hips. He holds me firmly. I slowly brush my nose on his looking at his eyes. His excited. hehehe I slowly brush my top lip over his plump moist bottom lip. His mouth is slightly parted, I slowly and gently brush my tongue over his top lip, and I feel his breath on my mouth. He pulls me against him and presses his lips on mine, slowly sliding his tongue into my mouth. One of his hands ssweeps down to cup my arse and the other slides up under my top and rests it on the small of my back. I move my hands from leaning on the car to the back of his neck where I slide my fingers into his hair, he holds my body close to his pushing himself against me. I close my eyes and let him take me to that place. Completely forgetting we are standing in a busy car park in a multi complex with hundreds of people around.

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Can you see me poking my tongue out now?

Anyway back to the point.The whole story drove me nuts. Only because it was everything I hate in a man – at the start he just wanted the sex. He didn’t want the love – 'I don’t make love – I fuck hard’ ass-hole! Me- I am all about the love. I guess that is what I am a twilight fan!

I won’t lie the book- the novel that I am currently working on and have been for a number of years has some sex scenes. It also has hot women and cars in it. – The hype has made me want to get it done. I have the summer holidays to finish the manuscript and get it sent off to see if I can get picked up! This book is my baby and it is not going out until it is totally 100% ready. The thing that I now have to decide is whether I continue on with a psychology module for that the summer time or to write. I have deffo got the writing bug back. So hard to know what to do...

Sorry to the readers that didn’t enjoy this post.